Looks like lately we spend more time in the bus than anywhere else. I thought this was about going to festivals and parties and meeting loads of new people, not sitting down forever in here. And to top this, we’ve just got to the point where it’s so obvious we’re all so different we can’t [...]

Dear Claire,
Happy belated birthday!
Sorry I didn’t remember on Friday… Billy and I have been out enjoying London and I completely forgot about it…
xxxx

We’re looking at the stars. They shine brighter than ever. You can see Venus too, it’s the shiniest.Venus is not a star, it’s a planet. The planet of Love. We wonder what it’d be like travelling to space. We wonder if it’d be cold or warm out there, and if water would taste the same. [...]

We threw a party last night. It was another challenge. I didn’t really care that much about it. I couldn’t. I just can’t do anything that implies not spending all my time with Billy.
And besides, the gang don’t really know how to party. I did. Once.

Being in love is something everyone should experience at least once in their lives. I thought I’d been in love a couple of times, but it turns out that I’ve realised that was only infatuation. That only now I truly am in love.
Billy is the most special person I’ve ever met. We click so well [...]

It’s happening again. EVERY WEEK someone has to say something that suggests I’m on drugs again. And worst of all, they say it behind my back. To be honest, if anyone has anything to say about me, I’d rather they told me to my face.
I’m starting to get VERY tired about this. And I don’t understand why people can’t [...]

Just left the guys… I was dancing, enjoying the festival on my own, and suddenly they were all looking at me as if I was doing something wrong. In fact, Kian suggested that maybe I had taken something…
I’m so angry right now, so tired of everyone pretending to know so much about me. Come on, [...]

I just got recognised by some random Croatian people… It was quite unexpected. And it’s made me think of how unique this experience is, and that maybe I shouldn’t leave… What was wrong with me before? I’m Tete! I’m a strong woman! I can spend a couple of days without my man and still have [...]